Can anyone please convince me that "it really gets better?" I'm so depressed and can't take it help (BELOW)!!!?

dude you've literally believed Everything you've heard. on the news, from the damn Mayans who didn't know sh*t, and from a damn mcdonald's commercial. i'm sorry hun but it sounds like you're extremely paranoid and maybe a bit impulsive. you should honestly get help for this, at least get counseling and see if you honestly do have a problem. to me, it honestly sounds like you do.